tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371Thu, 24 Dec 2009 07:27:00 +0000When I am silent.. Millions of thoughts runs through my mind. At times in silent disagreement, in deep contemplation, in private amusement or just in pain & confusion. Over here in this space - my very own space.. I have a place to shout out, freely express and release the reserved innermost thoughts and emotions that were mostly left unspoken....http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (tweetie)Blogger148125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-4815455256496885303Wed, 28 Jan 2009 19:07:00 +00002009-01-29T03:14:23.371+08:00Read this post from a friend's blog today... it really made me think.*ouch*你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？喜歡和愛咫尺千里。當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事' 來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2009/01/blog-post.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-225048021744792691Thu, 02 Oct 2008 16:20:00 +00002008-10-03T00:27:38.739+08:00Sorry I've not been here for sometime.. though yes, there's been again, many sad and broken moments since... for matters of the heart.However, I've decided to start a new blog, something more "current" that I can share with my new friends without opening them to all my deep dark moments of the past.So, everyone, you are most welcome (yes I insist!!!!) to my new blog, Tweetietouille!!http://http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/10/new-blog-tweetietouille.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-2096119907803984826Sat, 05 Jul 2008 23:27:00 +00002008-07-06T07:36:09.333+08:00At St James Movida - Fri 4 July 2008 Don't I look super yummy? Yes, super KNS too but who cares!!!!I will tell the story of how this sexy dress came about, soon..... hahaha!!http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/07/hot-or-not-wink.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-8922887103498205309Sat, 05 Jul 2008 06:44:00 +00002008-07-05T15:22:07.236+08:00Phwew~!!!!! OMG The past week has been such a rollercoaster ride!!! UPWARDS!!!And I definitely need to blog. Life events have again run me over and if I really wanna keep this blog as my memory lane and journal i had better start some discipline in keep the entries updated!!! Otherwise a huge part of my life will be gone with the lost memories! (Bcos i have short term memory and bad memory http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/07/new-life-begins-nooo-im-not-pregnant.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-6200775597164121689Thu, 26 Jun 2008 20:24:00 +00002008-06-27T04:43:28.700+08:00I crashed... today down all the way. Just crushed.. totally.. - after the final conversatin with him.I believe.. the crying over him will end.. very soon.I have finally reached rock bottom...........Thats all I can utter at this moment.I only have tears..Let that part of my heart die, so it feels the pain no more.So I can move on.I'll move on.Song : I'll Move On - Lyrics and song by Olivia http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/06/ill-move-on.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-6959586149112855156Sun, 15 Jun 2008 10:08:00 +00002008-06-15T20:17:41.662+08:00love songsromanceCame across this beautiful song that tugged at my hopeless romantic heartstrings.Well, I'm definitely gonna hold on to the hope that I will meet the right guy some day. But that means, I'll still have to keep on meeting men, right? But yeah, the experiences I've had should have made me wiser (though sadder, haha!) and more selective, and learned to take things slower.I pray, that I will meet you http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/06/song-when-you-tell-me-you-love-me.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-3220046053767991199Sun, 15 Jun 2008 08:20:00 +00002008-06-15T16:57:07.768+08:00encouragementsGot this in my gmail inbox from someone ... something I've read before in the past - but at this point in my life, it brought great encouragement.I think people close to me and those who read this blog.. you'll probably know by now that I will grab anything to lift myself up when I'm down and trodden (Mmm... only after I'm done with my whining and crying, grieving and mourning, pity party and http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/06/cracked-pot.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-8727392730928404062Fri, 13 Jun 2008 19:06:00 +00002008-06-15T17:45:19.493+08:00Sigh.. this can't go on!!I must bury this once and for all!!I really have no idea this thing really hit me so hard this time... sigh... How can it be??On thinking back, I've only known him for a month. We've met up only 4 times in total!! Moreover, 1st 3 times, its not even a date!!!! The 1st time, we met for lunch and coffee to discuss something that he wanted my opinion for pertaining to some http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/06/bad-day-friday-13th-oo.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-2834814379213274992Thu, 12 Jun 2008 16:53:00 +00002008-06-13T01:18:32.167+08:00Chatted online with him tonight..Felt like old friends again, just bitching daily stuff.Finally I can't withold what's suppressed within me for days and shared with him how I was feeling about the situation.His answer, caused my tears to fall like rain.My decision : To close the door, to walk on, and not look back. March on... till I see the sun.. till I see the rainbow once again.And..I got my http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/06/autumn-rain.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-636022120460936615Thu, 12 Jun 2008 03:39:00 +00002008-06-12T16:15:37.811+08:00Have just spoken with him over the phone... this morning..He sounded so tired, so exhausted. I think the poor fella must have been so busy with work and his new business that he is burning himself out.Sigh,..I feel foolish now. hur-hur...Yet I wonder, is this the standard I should settle for and expect from a man who deserves me?Are men like that?Most probably it is not intentional of him to "http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/06/foolish.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-5771585882314032469Wed, 11 Jun 2008 15:35:00 +00002008-06-15T17:46:20.908+08:00encouragementsThis is a song I heard recently, that I found encouraging...Well, will be nice if its dedicated to me by someone else - but then again, why wait for someone to come and encourage you when you have the ability to pull yourself up and encourage yourself?I could survive and not turn into an unhappy depressive bitter person because I have learn to encourage myself, face my own ugliness and weaknesseshttp://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/06/march-on.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-4557619761776079422Tue, 10 Jun 2008 15:48:00 +00002008-06-12T02:28:26.146+08:00Hmmm.... Autumn.... Read the poem Chipmunk Prince wrote for his Princess tonight, and felt especially sentimental. It's so beautifully written, each word combined with another to bring forth such meaning and depth of expression. I was never quite someone into poetry, but I have come to truly appreciate what he writes daily. That's because of the story and reason behind each poem - that makes it http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/06/autumn-sky.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-4251136635249931213Sun, 08 Jun 2008 16:20:00 +00002008-06-09T00:52:11.433+08:00Thoughts are kinda in a jumble, so are emotions.Is it for real? Could it be true this time?Love.....I want to believe in it, yet I lack the courage to just fall into it, to rest and be assured, to embrace it. I feel afraid.. afraid to be vulnerable, afraid to be a fool again, afraid to be deeply disappointed, afraid that its another passing cloud, afraid of another wolf in sheep clothing which I http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/06/heart-matters.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-7696522494814393284Tue, 27 May 2008 02:55:00 +00002008-05-27T11:39:28.536+08:00Sighhhh.... I'm Soooooooo UPSET!!!!!!I really hate those bullies!!!!!!!On 15 Nov 2006 .... that's bloody more than a year and half ago, I was about to turn out from the carpark at my HDB estate when a white Honda Wish drove in and wanted to turn into the carpark. Naturally, I braked and stop to give the right of way to the white car... BUT!!!! THE FUCKING WHITE HONDA WISH SWERVE SO CLOSE TO MY http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/05/such-injustice-such-bullies.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-1378256328203336202Sat, 24 May 2008 18:55:00 +00002008-05-25T03:11:58.794+08:00After waiting for too long, finally got a call this afternoon while I was out with mum for some lunch and english tea at Forsters, Holland V.The consultant from Search Agency informed me that the company I've been interviewing with had to put the position on hold due to a recent acquisition by their Parent Company. This means that they will inherit an additional 20+ people in Singapore and they http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/05/so-disappointed.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-7121996848701564669Thu, 08 May 2008 08:33:00 +00002008-05-09T00:18:11.022+08:00Never thought I'll feel this way, what overcame me?Just returned from interviewng a candidate for my replacement, done over lunch together with boss and the FM. That's what we usually do for a 2nd interview, in a casual setting. More or less, I think Charlie will offer the position to J.Lim, she's the one who does not have the "emotional" dimension in her personality. She seems to be the perfect http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/05/feeling-small-and-insecure.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-1216524272428827966Sat, 03 May 2008 18:28:00 +00002008-05-04T22:31:42.822+08:00Urrggghhhhh... how could I?????!!!Bloody shit, that is terrible of me!! I feel so damn lousy now!!! SHIT!! SHIT!! SHIT!!!!!*BIG SIGH~* -_-Now what have I done? That is cruel and careless and I don't think I can live with it. Can't!*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Met up with Kurt for a movie tonight.Some background on who's Kurt :He's the last guy I dated, 3 weeks back on 17 April - the same fateful day I was http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/05/what-blunder-tweetie-strikes-again.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-8296453666908279837Fri, 02 May 2008 02:44:00 +00002008-05-02T12:48:47.884+08:00Just need to post a short one to get some stuff out of my system.I find that I no longer enjoy coming in to work, and each day now gives me new frustration. Well, of course, this has very much to do with the fact that I'll be leaving. Yet, because of the state of affairs, I began to feel sensitive about some things, and this really bothers me because I fail to be cool and gracious and big - http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/05/give-me-new-rainbow.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-4335997958160651701Tue, 29 Apr 2008 11:13:00 +00002008-04-29T22:40:42.152+08:00Just can't contain the misery I felt within my soul anymore...Today has been a tearful day at the office - mine, of course, in silence.. grateful for the privacy of my own office. Sigh, soon this priviledge would be gone. But I'll be moving on to something better, I hope. Heartaches for the money flew away due to my stubborn stupidity & blindness as well as the pain of being manipulated and takenhttp://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/04/chivas-is-good-for-tweeties-soul-lol.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-8669898537607604480Thu, 17 Apr 2008 09:40:00 +00002008-04-21T01:45:29.032+08:00Boss came into my office this morning with a solemn face, and gave me some bad news.The bad news is..... my job will also have to come under the axe in the next phase of "integration" and restructuring for the Asia organisation, and there is no way he could justify for a Regional HR Manager in the "new" asia organisation... (Geez, when I joined 2yrs ago, we have abt 100 people for whole of AP, http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/04/greater-courage-for-tomorrow.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-1409867574891549613Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:00:00 +00002008-04-15T21:19:52.935+08:00For the past few days, I have spent a lot of moments in deliberation. Thinking deeply, searching deeply, asking myself what's happening within my soul, what am I feeling? Why do I feel this way? What can I do about it? How do I change the way I think so I can can cope, or keep going through this tunnel? Disappointment, Discouragement, Disheartened, Despair, Dismay, Disgust, Disillusioned.. And I http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/04/to-hide-and-heal-i-will.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-278716553831636152Sat, 12 Apr 2008 20:08:00 +00002008-04-15T04:18:42.604+08:00Wow, time flies, and its been almost a year since I last blogged here!!! LOL!!!And oh my, everyone must still be reading that I had a fight with my mum.. heheheheh, actually, the very afternoon we had the fight, we're already back to talking terms in the next evening (uh... so I discovered, after publishing the last post). It surprised me greatly that mum took it well, in fact, took it like a manhttp://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2008/04/wow-its-been-almost-year.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-8393969575255433435Wed, 11 Apr 2007 02:59:00 +00002007-04-11T11:21:28.861+08:00I had a major shouting match with mum yesterday that resulted in her hurling her mobile phone at me and almost cutting me off as daughter. It is still about boundary issues, and this time I really stood my ground. Its almost the first time I shouted at the top of my lungs back at her as much as she was shouting at me at the top of her lungs. I refused to be intimidated and I refused to back off.Ihttp://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2007/04/1104-living-up-to-my-imperfect-human.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-9055021690783653769Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:51:00 +00002007-04-09T19:46:59.741+08:00Gee, its been quite some time since I last blogged.. and again, so much has taken place in my life... So here's a quick update on the major things happening in my life lately :For a start, I'm now cleanly over with my relationship with Cupcake (Paul Burdon) my first boyfriend and sweetheart. He has agreed to stop contacting me and we've not been in contact for a month. He sent me a really sweethttp://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2007/04/904-quick-catch-up-on-watz-happenin.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18892371.post-4539172623958522065Wed, 28 Feb 2007 10:25:00 +00002007-02-28T18:37:43.768+08:00Yay~!! Tweetie is now back on Yahoo 360... and this time it has been so much fun!I made new friends, and they have been a fun and interesting lot. I am also truly glad that Carol, aka Princess, is still there, and with me back, she started to be active on her page again!I had began blogging fun and this time it is different. This time it is for me. Yes, though I still will not speak much of what http://tweetietalk711.blogspot.com/2007/02/2802-tweetie-back-on-yahoo-360.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (tweetie)0