28/02 . Tweetie back on Yahoo 360!

Yay~!! Tweetie is now back on Yahoo 360... and this time it has been so much fun!

I made new friends, and they have been a fun and interesting lot. I am also truly glad that Carol, aka Princess, is still there, and with me back, she started to be active on her page again!

I had began blogging fun and this time it is different. This time it is for me. Yes, though I still will not speak much of what really was between Paul and me, -- Yup, bcos Hani is still watching, bcos he will blame me for triggering anything that might lead Hani to walk off in anger, and Hani might do nasty stuff like writing poison letters once again to Maria and his kids will be hurt. Why should I be the culprit? Sigh, its not worth it. I'll retreat & turn the other cheek once again. I still care for him and it will not give me pleasure to play any part in anything that will hurt his family. Neither will I wanna make him lose the Hani that he can't seem to live without. Ok enough about them already!

I am very happy with my new friends... they are sweet people and some are funky, some talented writers, some who are true to themselves ... and some sexy, nice and naughty~!!!! HAHA!! I really love my new friends. Most of all, I am having good fun.

In the past, I was there because Paul said he wanted me to, he said it would be boring without me, he said he loves me and want me to be on his page. And I was there... waiting for him to come by my page, dying to express all my love but can't, and then the place just became a place of power struggle for his attention and affection. It was such a bad experience, especially with people like Sue who at first plays the spy and the evil one who wants to bait me into joining adult friendship sites so I could get fucked by immoral men. Geez!!!

Now, my new friends .... they are neutral parties. They will get to know me more and more as day grows. I feel optimistic, and I feel free. I feel really happy. I am enjoying the blogging I do there. And perhaps some of them can become real friends with me outside of Yahoo 360 pages~!

And now, let me get back there to see if anyone has drop me a comment or tag! ^^ Yay, here comes Tweetie~!!!