29/06 . Such is life

Never thought I'd get my heart all confused and broken so fast.
Never thought I'd cry so much over all these and feel such pain.
But such is life.
You can't have everything you desire, you can't have everything work the way you want it to. You can't have every man you love!

But I am very grateful for the friends that I have.
Friends who know me so well, they are able to detect the slightest naunces that something is wrong with me, who care enough to make sure and confirm that I'm alright, who upon confirming that something is wrong came crashing through the door to rescue me from where I am hiding. Thank you, I don't know what I'll do without you.


Twinkle,
Thank you for being so protective over me always...
Thank you for your listening ears...
Thank you for always giving me the time and space to speak my mind..
Thank you for making me laugh so hard till I cry tears of joy... (yeah, by nature, you're not a funny woman)..
Thank you for always carrying me despite you having a broken limb yourself...
Thank you for being strong for me...
Thank you for bearing with my stubborness and foolishness...

Cupcake,
Thank you for letting me feel assured that I've not been deserted or abandoned...
Thank you for not letting me cry alone...
Thank you for being the sweetest...
Thank you for your most unique way of cheering me up by being you..
Thank you for watching and hearing with your heart...
Thank you for making me feel accepted and special..


I will count my blessings.
I will count my friends, those whom I know truly cares for me. Though I know, there are also those friends I should count, who cares for me from afar, or from the shadows.. (bwahahaha that sounds funny, but its true! Sometimes people do care for us deeply, but we're just not aware because they have not made it tangible).

I am special because of my friends. Thank you, and I love you! :)

And it's also time for me to check up on some of my friends to see how they are doing. Sometimes we mean so much more to our friends than we realise. You'll never know that your note or call can make their day!