18/01 . Wow~ Speed dating!

Yah hahahaha.... I've just signed up for a speed dating session this Friday (20 Jan) organised by yahoo groups or something. A friend who's going emailed me to see if I'm interested, I said YES -- of course!!!!! Hey, anything that sounds like an adventure and a time of thrill in 2006 will get a YES YES YES from me! hee hee heee... and here's the email invitation:

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HELLOOOOO LADIES

KNOW MORE FRIENDS,CHINESE NEW YEAR BONUS & THE COMING VALENTINE COMPANION STARTS NOW.

CURRENT STATUS @ 18JAN06: 13LADIES & 21GENTLEMEN REGISTERED,ESTIMATED GROUP SIZE: 40

Jan 20 (Fri) Dinner Dating MEET & MATCH DATE/DIN/19301/5SUSHI SPEED DATING - Meet new friends while enjoying a Japanese Bento Set Dinner.

All participants are given a dating card to indicate their interest of each other independently, of which, the organizer will match & inform the participants if there is a mutual match in the next 3 days.

Ladies will be seated while the gentlemen rotate to each table to chat with the lady for 5 mins.
5Sushi Restaurant @ 71A Boat Quay Singapore 049859. 7pm – 10pm, S$25 , Group Size: 40, Closing Date: Jan 18

For registration please provide Name, Gender & Mobile (mention MM 20Jan), via any of the below methods:
1) SMS bk at xxxx-xxxx
2) Email bk at xxxxxxx@yahoo.com.sg
3) Register direct through SDU website

Thanks & see you,
bk
Mobile: xxxx-xxxx

**(I've amended personal information to xxxxxxxx to protect the innocent. haha..KNS)

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..... But... I can't help but be so cynical.. so far 21 guys and 13 gals have signed up? I am sure NONE of the guys will be desirable to me in view of how absolutely shallow and fussy a bitch I am. And most likely, they'll be under the age of 25. DUH ... Anywayz, Buahahahaha... probably the guy who said "OOOhhhhh~ what's a fabulous darling like you doing in a place like this..?" will score high points with me. Becoz I am super KNS. hur-hur-hur..... MMmmmm... and what should be my reply if a guy really said that?!?!?!? hmmmm...... (A) I should either just smile coyly and flap those eyelids and flirt at him while licking my lips and twirling my hair with my fingers......(*puke*) .. OR .. (B) I should say in a manly voice, "... wah liu errrrh...yentao lu gong simi sai ah? wah Aunty buay hiao ungllerstandings ang moh, berry berry cheem... " WAHHAHAHAHAHA.. Ok OK... last one.. (C) I should say... in a seductive voice with an american slang... ".. Awww... how sweet of you to say that.. but well of course I'm here so that a sexy hunk like you can busk in my presence for the eternity of 5 minutes... " and then let him kiss the back of my hand. YES??? Does that sound better? Alrightttty! I'm all set for speed dating. Teeheehee... OH~ what should I wear?

Had lunch with Paul today, and its really so so so so so so so so nice. Sigh~ I really enjoy his company. He's got a wonderful talent~ and its really too bad he gotta rush off. It's lunch, DUH.... and I have only finish half my story... (poor Paul, it must have been a narrow escape, teeheehee... ). I love my victims. I must treat them well and keep them alive. It's hard to find people you can really enjoy talking to / talking with nowadays -- especially happy victims. *evil laugh* Chemistry is so important. Oh, and yes, what was the new word he used to describe me today????? ..... Oh yes... I'm prejudiced. heeheeheee... so now that word is added to the list of words that describe me : I'm anal, cynical, prideful, egoistic, stubborn, fussy, shallow, self-centered, bitchy and prejudiced. Hey, that don't make me look too beautiful, but I am beginning to feel attracted to this bitchy personality of mine. Now I just need to find someone else who like it too (well, hope its not too hard!).

This evening I'm gonna go get some coloring done for my hair and hopefully I'll walk out a more gorgeous babe (with an even greater negative net-worth *_*), but hey, I promise to love myself this year!! Better look good enough for ME to love it, eh? And yes, need to gym gym gym, but that will take 6 months to see results. Was eyeing the XANDO promotion at Watson earlier.... really tempting, for S$215 you get 2 boxes of Xando X-Fat and a box of Xando Trim Tummy or whatever.... and it promise you a flatter tummy, just want I need! Sigh~ nahhhh... I know I know.. I'll just be throwing cash away. It's not gonna be miraculous. The returns will not be obvious, perhaps just did not increase in weight and circumference and body mass after finishing those boxes of pills. Heh. Right now at least I've met a guy who is happy to bring me out on dates, and don't seem to mind that I'm FAT (not sure if he's being honest) ... he just says I'm on the "fleshy" side but likes me together with my fats, including the "love-handles", heh heh heh... that is quite nice of him. Will keep him for one more day.

Was just informed by my boss that the final rounds of interview for the Regional HC Ops Generalist job will be this Friday. By next week I'll know if I get to stay with the company or not, otherwise, I'll just be working here till mid-Feb. *sob-sob* .... This is really nerve-wrecking. Hope I will pull through. I've been interviewed so far by the Head of Global HC Operations who sits in New York, and 2 other Regional HC Ops Managers from New York and London. So I have cleared the 1st and 2nd rounds and this Friday will be the last, to be interviewed by 2 others - a Director plus a Consultant from the Singapore office. Boy oh boy~ I really need all the favour and grace and prayer I could get!! I'm up against another strong external candidate for this position and we're both in the final rounds and I wish I know how the rating compares. Geez, honestly I really do not have any confidence if I'll get the job. Being here for 4 months does not give be leverage or special favours from the hiring people. Would really have to start preparing myself for the worse. Be prepared to tighten my belt (right now no belt is long enough and all my pants are too tight for me, I just wear my belt of fats! hahahaha... ok, lame... I know...) and start to cut down expenses again. No job = No pay. Actually, I have already started that a week ago. Ohhhhh!!!!!!!! BAH!!!! I would really really want to have the job (FOR THE SAKE OF THE MONEY)!!!!! Really need the steady income and hope to perform up to expectations for the job (whether I like it or not, and whether people like me or not).

OKee.. now back to work and looking busy. :-)