But, me not keen on angmoh leh....
We chatted briefly on MSN today. He said he likes my smile wor.. ho ho ho
And he is looking for very serious relationship to build his own warm family. OOOoooooo..... what if he falls in love with me how?
Hee hee. Beggers can't be choosers, right? (haha... KNS)
Well if he falls in love with my picture he can marry my picture lah. Go ahead. It won't grow old. teeheehee...
Ok, how can I be so mean. *evil laughter*
He is really a nice serious guy, but I think .. too serious. Well, too early to tell. But I'd really like a guy who is good with words and can make me laugh heartily. And his english... that is a slight challenge. Communication is vital to me.
Sigh~
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Post-Entry Note : (28-Dec-05, 7.20pm)
I really want to curse this man! but yet this is reality!!
All he wanted to confirm is if I am looking for a serious relationship. Of course I am!! And he ask if he were to ask me to go to Greece one day, would I? (before that he was saying over messenger its hard to know your man so well as compared to seeing him). I said, yes if we are good friends, I would, but I can't promise. And with this reply, he ask 'good friends & can't promise..what do you mean?', and he said without waiting for my reply... 'I think you are looking for man in your area, anyway its your choice'. AND THEN HE WENT OFFLINE!!!!
I was a moron to think that we had lost connection, so I sent him an email to explain that its true I'm looking for a man in my country and preferrably my race and speaks my language and have not explored possibilities outside of it. And it takes time to know each other though its tough to do it via messages and emails and inter-racial-cultural relationships will have its set of challenges. I have financial contraints, hence I can't just book a flight and fly over to Greece just to meet him!!!!! Wah lau eh~ And if I do that it'll mean that we're no longer casual friends right? It would mean that I know him so well and like him so much so much I need to meet him to see if we can make it to the next level!!! (of course, I wrote it in a more rational and less-emotional way lah...)
And why did I say I was a moron to send him that nice explanatory email? Well, because, he replied and this what he said (and note the english and lack of punctuation - this is what I meant by 'challenge') :
hi
we did not loose the connection this time but i think that its not fait to talk with u and to waste ur time and mine and for what for nothing i mean u will never come to me and u will never fall in love with me so i dont want to waste ur time
kisses
rami
Anyway, I replied him to express how disappointed I am to learn that he finds it a waste of time to get to know me. Arrrggghhhh~ I feel SO ANAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAH LAU. How do you love someone without getting to know that person first? Huh? huh? How can it be a waste of time to get to know somebody??? He don't know what he's missing - I'm definitely WORTH getting to know, and it would definitely take time to know me because I'm not so easy to to know - even I am trying to know me! Hymphffrrr..rrrr..rrr!! (Hmmm... ahhhhh... unless they know the "shortcut" - ie. read my blog, hur--hur-hur...).
Clearly.... to me, he don't know how to love, and he definitely does not qualify to be a man fit for me. But on the other hand, he is being very practical, I don't really blame him, but I think I am upset because of the lack of tact he had in handling a lady. He could have said something like.. "well, its nice chatting with you anyway, thanks for taking the time, gotta go... ciao" or something to that effect. The way he went offline is like 'click' - hanging up the phone on someone!! Disappointing!!!! ho kua bo ho jiak~ CHEY! Ah pui ah pui pui pooooooi !!!!!!!!! And what a nasty taste left in the mouth. So disappointing. MEN. No more Greece Men for me. FAMs.
And what a close shave, he might be a real psycho. I think he might potentially be the first psycho or wacko I've met online. Brrrr..rrrr..rrrrr..hhhhh
Hahahah...what an interesting life I have.
2 comments:
Woh, woh, woh....that was really a 'quickie'.It is a blessing in disguise, my dear. He looks like a 'good' catch on the outside but you never know what's on the inside. Well, give him a benefit of doubt. Don't take it personal, yah? I believe it is also a culture thing that he believes that way. You are definitely worth to get to know.
Thanks, pal *sob-sob*
Yup, I need to watch it, actually. Hate to observe that I'm getting too easily pissed or anal or upset about things. Used to be more easy on things and people. hem-hem-hem.... but this might well be my true self! *gulp*
Anyway, yeah, its a little too good to be true anyway that this handsome looking angmoh dude would actually take a fancy to me! HAH! (but he did fell in love with my picture.....)
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