02/09 . You're still the one

I think for the first time in my life I felt sorry for myself when another tells me happily about her upcoming wedding.

A gal named Cindy whom i chatted briefly with early this year suddenly caught me online today on YM and chatted to me. Sharing a chinese love song that she's now learning to sing. Now I get it, hahaha.. she's gonna sing it for her wedding!!! I'm so daft!!! She even forwarded the link to the lyrics and I could see its a duet and it's stitled "So Beautiful"... with words in red saying "today you are marrying me" and "as I hold your hand, I give my whole life to you"..

Sob..sob...sob...

Then she happily show me her blog (because she wanna show me her pictures but it wouldn't load in YM), and that's when I realised she's getting married.. bcos she's displaying the photoshoots for her wedding album.

For the first time in my life, I felt so sorry for myself... hahahaa.. I mean, I am really happy for her, and in fact, I wish her that may all the dreams she had weaved together with her fiance come true. And tears well up my eyes.

I guess, I do treasure my experiences now. It had made me a richer person, and I am not sending her empty wishes that sounds nice. I know what I am talking about. I wished the same for myself.

I look forward to the day I could sing this song by Shania Twain to him on our wedding... (yes, my dream) :

"You're Still The One"

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night


Yes Cupcake, you're still the one, do you know that?

O God I feel so depressed....